am i a loser if i do this everyday and have nothing to talk about

i wonder if i should vary fonts and sizes of fonts to make my blog seem more attractive to the average blogger passer by. wow i am such a naive blog virgin. when will i get into the more juicy stuff like making out with boys and going to second base... i know thats what everyone really wants to know anyway. they dont care about fonts and sizes of fonts. one day soon i will introduce everyone to my stuffed build a bear but is actually a lamb in a pilots uniform that i made yesterday but ohhhh has lived a lifetime in just a few short hours. this is what happens when you have no boyfriend or friends... you make them out of stuffed animals and name them pilot inspector after jason lees baby. that you wish was yours. did i just write that. it seems i did. so it has begun.