how to be dead

please don't go crazy, if i tell you the truth,
no you don't know what happened
and you never will if
you don't listen to me while i talk to the wall
this blanket is freezing, its been out in the hall
where you've had me for hours
til i'm sure what i want
but i want the same thing that i wanted before
so sweetheart tell me whats up i won't stop no way

please keep your hands down
and stop raising your voice
it's hardly what i'd be doing if you gave me a choice
it's a simple suggestion can you give me some time
so just say yes or no
why can't you shoulder the blame
cause both my shoulders are heavy
from the weight of us both
you're a big boy now so lets not talk about growth
you've not heard a single word i have said...
oh, my god

please take it easy it can't all be my fault
i haven't made half the mistakes
that you've listed so far
oh baby let me explain something
it's all down to drugs
at least i remember taking them and not a lot else
it seems i've stepped over lines
you've drawn again and again
but if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
dr. jekall is wrestling hyde for my pride